plateau of sanity

i think i have reached a plateau of sanity. my dad came home from the hospital today wich is good news, he had a pacemaker put in on thursday and so far everything seems good. he seems happy healthy and his spirit is great.  i still miss my dog luke very much he was such a good friend a good listener and never judged me just loved me. my b/f and i are sort of still together i'm confused by his confusion i haven't moved out yet and we seem to need to pull each other close at night so i'm not sure where we or i stand i know we need to talk but with everything else going on i'm just to physically and emotionally drained. but i'm trying to stay positive and still going to the gym 2 or 3 times a week. i may start walking at lunch time instead of eatin a big lunch. the physical activity helps. as always any positive energy or prayers are always welcome!  hope everyone has a great day and a great weekend!