moving day

i moved out of my b/f's on mothers day and moved in with my oldest son and his girlfriend. i still love my b/f and hope that the time apart will bring us closer together. i believe he is my best friend and soulmate. i have never felt closer or had such a strong connection with another person and he has said the same about me. i''m not sure how he feels, he says he doesn't see a future with me wich is very confusing for me because he is the one who showed me and let me believe in our future together. we have talked alot in the last few months but he hasn't really told me how he feels. i miss him and can't or won't give up on us. its hard to put into words all of the details. i have hard times in my life where i've had to let go and move on but as hard as it may have been i knew it was the right thing to do. this doesn't feel right i've never felt more strongly about anything. i'm trying to stay positive but it is so hard my sadness overwhelms me at times. i would ask that my womens nest friends send any positive energy my way. i need to stay positive, with your help i'm sure i can

thanks