Disappointing day

I had plans to go out for coffee with a new friend. Don't you think that my stupid IBS go nuts on me. I rescheduled to next week.  How I hate when this happens. I have so much I want to do but can't because I'm either hurting so much I can't walk or have to be near a bathroom at all times.  I wish someone would find a cure for fibro and IBS.

At work today my boss told me to go home because she didn't want anyone in the office to get sick. I wasn't sure if I had what Lou had last week with dizziness and naseau or if it was my diabetes pills or what. Well I found out. My dear IBS decided to visit. I had so much work that I didn't want to stay out. I hate taking time out because I have some much work to do.

I'm not thinking right lately, what else is new: I couldn't figure out why I had so many diabetes pills in the bottle and why my levels were not going down. Well I looked at the bottle today and I am suppose to take 2 plls 2 times a day. I have been taking 1 pill 2 times day. Dummy. 

It is so frustrating when I can't concentrate and figure things out. I been giving everything important to read to my husband because I don't trust my mind anymore.

People keep telling me to go on disability but I'm not ready yet for that.  I know we couldn't live on what I would get.

So I guess I have to try to make due with what I have. A painful body, bad plumping, no brains, high sugar, and loads of pills that don't do anything.